Monday, June 30, 2008
ARH !
things r like gettin complicated la
&
i dun knw wat to do
one person is alrdy troublesome enuf,
but now ..
its not even a triangle relationship,
a triangle is complicted enuf
but no,
its a square
it invovles 4 person thing in this relationship.
i'll elaborate, but i wun say their names :
lets say
A is me
B is A gd fren
C is e guy tt B likes
D is e guy tt likes A
D is e guy tt likes A
E is A ex bf
the story goes on,
A jus broke up wit E
den D suddenly tell me tt he likes me evn be4
A & E got tgt
but since A & E was tgt,
D decided to keep this feelin to himself ..
wen D told A aft A brke up wit E,
A was so stun
wat a shock !
B now is goin thru some difficult times,
but B knws tt she really like C
&
few days ago C told A tt he likes her even be 4
A & E got tgt,
C tell A tt he liked her for bout 8 months alrdy ..
C only had the courage to tell A now,
but A realise tt B really likes C
&
all along B thot tt C likes her,
all along B thot tt C likes her,
now the really BIG problem is tt
C & D knws each other
A dun knw wat to do,
one is her gd fren,
one is her gd fren,
A is scared tt she will fall for C,
but B is A gd fren,
but B is A gd fren,
will C & D be mad at each other ?
or both them will be mad A?
all this thing in A mind is goin to explode !
wat shuld A do ?
wuld someone tell her ?
A dun wanna hurt B,
but ppl say love is self fish ..
A also dun wanna hurt D
HOW HOW HOW ?
:X
jus forget all bout it,
show u some photos taken by nasy,
at www retail shop fittin room (:
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me rahman & nasy :DYou'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
don't you know you can't escape me
cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
cause you'll always be my baby
♥ The Face Of Love
8:15 PM* * * * * * *
8:15 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY HARIZ
i cannot wait for PAYDAY !
7th july
7th july
it tink tis months pay will be like alot ALOT ?
:D
cause im like workin ot, ots & OT
and now im a ppt in www
(permanate part timer)
like many ppl ask me y dun i join full time,
tts a easy question to reply
i dun wanna be send to etp ..
and aft cpf deduction for e full timers startin pay
is bout 900+
its like not even a thousand
if i work as a ppt at least i'll get bout 1000
and e most impt,
i DUN NEED to go ETP !
:X
i rally wanna MOVE out,
i can't stand it,
im like practically payin for evrything im usin or doin la.
so stupod i might as well move out and pay evrything myself,
plus no naggin, no shoutin no RESTRICTIONS from anybody
i hope tt i can find a room,
den once my payday,
i'd really hope to move out,
&
stay by myself !
went to IKEA,
look for curtains for foto kiosk,
me & aishah went to the showrooms,
we were like droolin lah...
i really wish to have a 2 room flat jus for myself,
design the flat by myself wit no restrictions (:
look for curtains for foto kiosk,
me & aishah went to the showrooms,
we were like droolin lah...
i really wish to have a 2 room flat jus for myself,
design the flat by myself wit no restrictions (:
so long since ive seen my SON
he's so cute lah,
but he is SUPER de DUPER naughty.
but he listens to me,
cause i buy him toys,
&
maybe wen i get my 400 back im bring him to the movies !
these r fotos of my son :
these r fotos of my son :
除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意翻开日记
整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续这感情
不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆
不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
♥ The Face Of Love
2:35 AM* * * * * * *
2:35 AM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
OMG !
i dun knw why i will have this feelin again
CURIOSITY REALLY KILLS THE CAT !
why why why ??
why is my hand so itchy,
i wen to see her blog
and i saw their photo.
ts really HURTS!
its like takin a knife and stab it into my heart,
i tink its worse den tat...
its like stabbin a knife into it and twist twist twist & twist
until it freakin comes out
i mean its not tat i purposely wen to find out or check it out,
it just so happen tat ppl keeps tellin things bout YOU !
why do i still freakin care bout him?
do i really LOVE him so much ?
im tryin my very best to move on lah.
i knw i can do it ~
and my BITCH family all believe tt i CAN DO IT !
why did you leave me n go for her?
did u even tink of how i feel?
wen u say tt u LOVE me, was it all jus a lie ?
i miss you !
&
i kept quiet bout the things tat u do is not tt i dun care,
it didn't bother me or u're not impt to me,
it really breaks my heart, ive cried..
but i jus dun wanna do anything is cause,
i thou thing wuld change for the better
and i was naive enuf to tink tt u wuld change for me
cause i give u really evrything..
i still thou tt ther wuld be hope
i'd just tried to salvage the LOVE tat we use to share
i'd jus try to save this relationship..
i knw u dun care anymore
i cannot promise tt i LOVE you forevr,
but i can tell u i LOVE u today,
i'll LOVE u tmr,
&
i hope tt i can tell u tt evryday ♥
its a scar tt u left it on my heart..
i'll nevr forget u.
i knw tt u're a JERK tt broke my heart into million pieces
but i'd still LOVE you !
i miss you !
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
♥ The Face Of Love
4:34 AM* * * * * * *
4:34 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
im a new ME !
sometime i knw tat it not easy to get ovr,
but at least now im tryin...
life still got to go on witout him
im stronger den be4,
at least now i nver run away.
:D
but evr since, i feel so relief
so long nevr have this feelin be4
well i guess,
broken hearts r often caused by unspoken words
yes i admit,
i still LOVE him ♥
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go
♥ The Face Of Love
2:11 AM* * * * * * *
2:11 AM