Monday, July 28, 2008
anybody interested in watchin e national day FIREWORKS ?
i wanna watch lah ..
:D
txt me if u wanna go watch it wit me ..
hope tt i get to work in e mornin,
so i can get to see e fireworks aft work (:
these few day in like super lazy lah,
lazy to blog,
lazy to go out,
lazy to tok to ppl,
lazy to upload photos,
lazy to watch tv..
too lazy to do anything.
wher did e ENERGETIC, HAPPY
&
LIVELY ME GO ?
im like not myself
&
i dun knw e reason y !
im very hot tempered,
im not as patience as be4,
i get agitated easily,
i keep losin my temper,
wats HAPPENING to me ?
wats WRONG wit me ?
HELP !
im so so tired !
wat shuld i do ?
ARH !
im at lost ..
somebody, PLEASE,
tell me wat shuld i do !
:X
last sat wen ovr to my leeds hse
(:
me, leed, pix, chin
e 4 of us
had so much fun..
we tok tok tok,
baked cookies,
played,
gossiped,
&
had supper ?
something like tt ..
its like a one nite camp la..
we even get e chance to "decorate"
our own cookie container
:D
its oatmeal m&n butter cookies.
it taste so nice,
&
e best part is we nevr buy e instant mix,
we made evrything from e start,
whiskin e flour,
even e mixin & beatin we do it manually witout e machine ..
aft we baked it,
it a GREAT ACHIEVEMENT
a SATISFACTION !
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do,nothing to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
♥ The Face Of Love
11:12 PM* * * * * * *
11:12 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
IM BROKE !
im really really BROKE lah!
im left wit bout less den 10 bucks till friday ..
tinkin of borrowin from my father,
but den,
i dun wan too.
its the pride n the ego problem los.
later he'll jus keep naggin,
sayin tt i spent too much,
or nag tt i buy to many branded things !
like WTH..
im also not usin his money lah,
im usin my own hard "earned" money
:X
i'd jus hope tt he will return the money tt i buy cig for him,
but den he say he now also no money ..
haiz ....
wen i have money,
evrybody also seems to have alot of money,
but wen i no money wan ppl to return,
evrybody also claim tt they have no money.
wat CRAP !
RUBBISH !
hahahha..
MONEY MONEY MONEY
money really makes e world go round lah..
no money is really no tok,
no money, means no shoppin.
:(
i wonder next time how am i goin to control my finance,
if i have a family now,
my child n my husband will starve la..
nvm,
let them starve los .
heehee,
i knw tt im very bad.
my mom say tt i always shop,
is cause i jus need to make myself "SECURE"
something like tt lah,
she say tt i need to see the counselor or phsykatrics
(dunno hw to spell)
cause i feel insecured tt's y i wil keep shoppin
&
evrytime wen im sad i'll jus keep shoppin n eatin,
to pour out all my unhappiness ..
ppl tink tt im CRAZY !
i tink im, maybe i really am lah
:D
do i still love u?
i tink so,
if not i wun feel so ..
dunno hw to describe e feelin,
u make me heartbroken,
make me sad,
make me cry,
&
you're a JERK !
but i really can't forget u.
y ? y ?
y can't i get u out of my mind ?
u broke my heart into million pieces ..
but evrytime i see u,
my heart softens.
i can nevr forget the smile,
the things tt u like.
so STUPID of me to sometimes even have the urge to buy u chocolates,
shirts, slippers etc ..
but i tell myself, i can't
y do u mean so much to me ?
wen i see u i really feel like cryin,
i still LOVE u !
i wun deny it !
you'll nevr knw hw much u've hurt me,
i dun hate u ..
AMANDA YONG WAKE UP WILL U !
STOP LIVIN IN E PAST !
stop dreamin,
me n him not possible ..
♥ The Face Of Love
5:13 AM* * * * * * *
5:13 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
just came back from dinner !
its was so delicious !
went to hotel WINDSOR
(no idea wher the hell is tt hotel situated lah)
its a teochew porrridge buffet,
my uncle paid for me ..
really eat alot la,
but its just porrigde,
aft awhile i tink i will be hungry again.
and its only like 10++
so cheap ..
:D
today retail shop like alot of ppl only aft 4,
its like super super busy ..
but i hope tt got gd sales today !
today like all of us super de duper active la,
bittin each other ,
disturbin,
pinchin,
den got stupid foto of halizah los.
hahahahhha !
today the BITCH family like reunited lah,
nurza - MB
azirah - RB
azirah - RB
halizah - NB
aishah - SB
nasy - BB
me - CBB
6 of us workin on e same day,
normally only got 4-5 of us,
will short 1 or 2 person de ..
:D
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♥ the heart nevr lies
♥ The Face Of Love
6:33 AM* * * * * * *
6:33 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
its like super super long since i last blogged lah ..
:X
now evrything its solved,
wen its comes to heart matters now,
jus castin it aside.
i knw myself,give me some time ba,
its not tt i not tokin to u,
or dun wanna tok to u,
its jus tt so so many thing have happened
now its so PEACEFUL,
jus let thing be like this way first ba.
i knw even aishah is encouragin me,
but i really need some time la.
:D
nurza's birthday was like fun los,
hahahha (:
i bet she enjoyed herself too.
even mr azman joined us for dinner
we bought like care bear cup cakes for her los,
so CUTE la !
so CUTE la !
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these photos are like super old,but i still love them,
:D
♥ the heart nevr lies
♥ The Face Of Love
9:34 PM* * * * * * *
9:34 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
IM SORRY !
IM GOIN TO MAKE THINGS RITE !
♥ The Face Of Love
1:24 AM* * * * * * *
1:24 AM