distance..

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

IM BROKE !

im really really BROKE lah!

im left wit bout less den 10 bucks till friday ..

tinkin of borrowin from my father,

but den,

i dun wan too.

its the pride n the ego problem los.

later he'll jus keep naggin,

sayin tt i spent too much,

or nag tt i buy to many branded things !

like WTH..

im also not usin his money lah,

im usin my own hard "earned" money

i'd jus hope tt he will return the money tt i buy cig for him,

but den he say he now also no money ..

haiz ....

wen i have money,

evrybody also seems to have alot of money,

but wen i no money wan ppl to return,

evrybody also claim tt they have no money.

wat CRAP !

RUBBISH !

hahahha..

MONEY MONEY MONEY

money really makes e world go round lah..

no money is really no tok,

no money, means no shoppin.

i wonder next time how am i goin to control my finance,

if i have a family now,

my child n my husband will starve la..

nvm,

let them starve los .

heehee,

i knw tt im very bad.

my mom say tt i always shop,

is cause i jus need to make myself "SECURE"

something like tt lah,

she say tt i need to see the counselor or phsykatrics

(dunno hw to spell)

cause i feel insecured tt's y i wil keep shoppin

evrytime wen im sad i'll jus keep shoppin n eatin,

to pour out all my unhappiness ..

ppl tink tt im CRAZY !

i tink im, maybe i really am lah

do i still love u?

i tink so,

if not i wun feel so ..

dunno hw to describe e feelin,

u make me heartbroken,

make me sad,

make me cry,

you're a JERK !

but i really can't forget u.

y ? y ?

y can't i get u out of my mind ?

u broke my heart into million pieces ..

but evrytime i see u,

my heart softens.

i can nevr forget the smile,

the things tt u like.

so STUPID of me to sometimes even have the urge to buy u chocolates,

shirts, slippers etc ..

but i tell myself, i can't

y do u mean so much to me ?

wen i see u i really feel like cryin,

i still LOVE u !

i wun deny it !

you'll nevr knw hw much u've hurt me,

i dun hate u ..

AMANDA YONG WAKE UP WILL U !

STOP LIVIN IN E PAST !

stop dreamin,

me n him not possible ..

♥ The Face Of Love
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